NYZA ORIGINALS
Suitcase on the Porch
She loaded the last box into her car at dawn, the house key left on the kitchen counter. Three years in one place, and suddenly it felt like a borrowed room. She didn't know where she was going yet, just that staying meant settling for half a life.
Lyrics
Verse 1
I packed up my ghosts in boxes sealed tight
Left the porch light burning but I'm leaving tonight
No forwarding address, no goodbye note
Just a woman who finally learned how to go
Chorus
Suitcase on the porch and my hands are shaking
But my heart's already gone, there's no more faking
I don't know what's waiting down that empty road
But I know staying here means dying slow
Suitcase on the porch, and I'm finally moving
Verse 2
You kept me in a frame on your wall
Said I was safer smaller, trapped and small
I smiled through the bars you couldn't see
Now I'm taking back the key to me
Chorus
Suitcase on the porch and my hands are shaking
But my heart's already gone, there's no more faking
I don't know what's waiting down that empty road
But I know staying here means dying slow
Suitcase on the porch, and I'm finally moving
Bridge
Maybe I'll be lonely, maybe I'll get lost
Maybe all this courage costs what comfort cost
But I'd rather stumble forward than kneel
Than pretend that this is what it means to feel
Outro
Suitcase on the porch at the break of day
I'm not running from you, I'm running toward me
Suitcase on the porch, and I'm finally free