NYZA ORIGINALS
Burning Rice
An original song accompanying the Nyza Stories episode "The Husband Who Couldn't Cook" — love is what gets eaten anyway. Some people show love by what they make. Others show love by what they eat anyway. The smallest devotions — the ones we rolled our eyes at — turn out to be the ones we are desperate to taste again. Twenty years of bad cooking is twenty years of someone refusing to stop loving you out loud.
Lyrics
Intro
Verse 1
He burned the eggs the morning of his honeymoon
Set off the smoke alarm, made the neighbors come and look
She stood in the doorway laughing, she could not stand
He held a wooden spoon and swore on his mother's hand
Verse 2
Twenty years of chili, twenty years of stew
Twenty years of dishes she would not let him do
She kept the list of forbidden things taped inside the spice cabinet door
He kept trying every dish on it, two more times and one more
Pre-Chorus
Burnt rice
Salty stew
Cement-textured eggs
Twenty years of love that had nowhere else to go
Chorus
She ate every bite he ever made
She said the cake was the best he had ever made
P.S. she wrote at the bottom of every recipe page
If it does not come out right, I always loved how you cooked anyway
He stood at the stove burning rice
He was doing it perfectly
He was crying and he was smiling
And he was singing very softly
Verse 3
She told him on the drive from the doctor — Tom, you have to cook
He laughed first, then he understood, and then the laugh forsook
For nine months he brought her every meal on a tray with a folded napkin
And she ate every spoonful slow, like the most important thing she had been
Chorus
She ate every bite he ever made
She said the cake was the best he had ever made
P.S. she wrote at the bottom of every recipe page
If it does not come out right, I always loved how you cooked anyway
Bridge
The notebook was behind the cinnamon sticks
Sixty-seven recipes in her careful blue ink
How to boil the water, how to chop the onion right
How to season a stew so it tastes like something at night
She had written it for him in her last weeks alone
Every page ended with the same gentle line
Every page ended with the same gentle line
The same gentle line
Final Chorus
She loved how he cooked anyway
She loved how he burned every pan that he made
P.S. she had written in every recipe at the bottom of the page
If it does not come out right, my love
I always loved how you cooked anyway
He stood at the stove burning rice
And the kitchen smelled of smoke and salt
And the kitchen smelled of love
Outro
Burning rice
Burning rice
He was doing it perfectly
Twenty years of love
That had nowhere else to go but the food